what to do when either goes wrong

i feel a little guilty now. it's sembreak and naturally, the 'birds are restless. leiron has gotten back in the dota groove thanks to his bandmates, and now he's done nothing this sembreak but ask us to play. i can't blame him, though. it's all i can do to help save myself from boredom and get me some much needed camaraderie (college can suck that right out of your life). just so happens we just had two good games, which so happened to get rid of my headache. (food for thought.)

i feel guilty because in the process, i had to unintentionally ignore angelica. well, this is the kind of thing that helped kill my last real relationship, no doubt. and leiron's, too. i suppose boys will be boys. human nature can be blamed, but it's never a good excuse. it never is. the fault will lie on we who fall into temptation.

i guess we'll just have to run with the next time promise. i probably owe somebody a few more kisses. :))