amazing. it's green. like julian.

I'm sorry if some people couldn't find it; I did change URLs to pepseehcola.blogspot.com. I guess I should advertise it properly.

since i'm so bored and probably the only one online (agh. what a shame for me. be offline for more than eight hours then go online to find yourself alone), i'll blog once more then probably, when i'm done, someone i can actually talk to and interact with will go online. the ym toaster will display that. pleeeeease go online. please? please? please?

btw, i've forgotten to do this the first time. hi hans! (special request eh.)

anyway, it's just so boring. i wonder where everyone is, not being online or anything. i'm just stuck here in the house, and if my parents are home (and conscious) i'm restricted to being offline. it's so boring, i know. i have this urge to bike outside but i know it's a hassle to take the bike out from its rack. our dog is having a happy nap outside, and i want to do the same, but something's keeping me up. heck i even want to play outside but who will i be playing with? my cousin isn't even here to play in our ps2.

hmm...after grade 5, what was on our ps1s were smackdown 2 (fun! really!) and knockout kings (wooh!), and TONY HAWK 2 (best game of the series. ever.) then the summer after was abe's odyssey (and going out to buy halo-halo) and heck, tiger woods 2002 (or 2001...i don't remember at all.) after getting the ps2, tekken 4 was what kept going on the ps2 during christmas holiday. summer before freshmen year were two months full of shut your mouth (royal rumble is the best. ever.), ffx, and the coup de grace...vice city. ohhh yeah. i still remember my "city strolls" with the tank. if i'm not playing with the tank, i would turn on the weapons cheat and see how far in the wanted rating i can go before being arrested. (para-fbi's were all the rage back then.) it was also fun to see the cars blowing up while my tank just rolls by. also some late-night the sims on ps2. crazy taxi also. fun! now if only i could persuade my dad to move the ps2 from the den back into our room, so that i would actually give a damn to what is being played.

last summer it was ffx-2 (a bit), of course, here comes the pain (seasons would last 2-3 days), and fight night (boxing never seemed so smart before.). this summer i wouldn't care what was being played coz i'm usually holed up in the room chatting, because the ps2 was two rooms away. i miss the days when both the pc and the ps2 were holed up in the same room. i used to chat while running around the calm lands. and drinking mirinda.

if you haven't caught my drift yet what i'm basically saying is that i miss the old days. this summer i did have fun in the u.s., no doubt, but i think i would've had more fun if i stayed home. or something. during this school year, sometimes, i wish i was back in the u.s., going to our tita's house, going to the nearest costco, going back to universal (and heading for the bathroom after the jurassic park ride), chatting really late at night and/or waking up at say, 4 am just to chat because i know everyone else is online at that time (and bracing the cold of the morning), and stealing a blank cd to burn on. (i took some flak from my parents for that.) oh, and calling leiron from the grand canyon! (that cost my tita a good $70-something, but she wasn't the one to scold me.)

i'm sorry if my blog has become julianish. i'm just so bored and i feel that if i take a nap, i would be wasting a good sunlight-washed day. actually i am wasting it sitting in front of the pc.

i'll probably see you all tomorrow, where school is my liberation, and fagum is the ultimate irony of all of it.