she says, "nothing's forever in this crazy world"

dear bibbo,

somehow i find it hard to write this.

it's really true. i've been meaning to tell you sooner, given that i'd held this secret since, what, november. i've been dropping hints - really obscure ones, to everyone in both lj and blogger. the way they said and exclaimed "wtf are you talking about?" and "what is this?" proves that i done did a good job on these hint things. hints and proddings aside, i guess what's really left amidst the ciphers and cryptic messages is the whole meaning, the point of the whole enchilada.

before i get to that, how's the family? kim here is doing all right. how are the siblings? forgive me because i really don't remember their names anymore - you're the only one i remember more because of our short yet very fun time together. oh, and alan as well. how is nanay? hope she's doing okay. guys over at the sao say that we're going back to your area next week; i hope i can drop by. (by the way if you wanted to know, i did contact the girl and did what you wanted. sadly she never replied to me. well, at least i tried.)

so, anyway, back to my point. the thing is... well, it's really painful for me to say it, seeing as knots in my stomach have magically appeared when i thought about it just now. the thing is, we're moving. to the states. there. got it out of my system. oh, wait. nervousness requires me a trip to the bathroom. okay, there.

so, not just that. it's that we're moving sometime right after this school year. so by the middle of summer i'll probably be in the states already. i know, i know. it sucks. imagine, pulling me out right before my last legitimate year of high school. i know, i know. it really sucks. what sucks more is that i can't fly back here until after five years. five years! i know, i know, it totally sucks. i'm going to miss a hell of a lot of debuts i'm supposed to be in.

so, that's the big news. why, you ask? well, everybody knows how everybody else is migrating over there to get more buck for their bang. anyway, you might remember that i posted an april fools' joke saying the same thing, and in all my foresight i know people are going to start accusing me of crying "wolf". but i assure you, bibbo, that, quoting my sister, i am seriously serious. this time there is a wolf, for crying out loud. (forgive the pun.)

for now i'll let you take the time for it to sink in. i miss you guys over there. i wish we could come back soon - they say we're going to the same place, so i'll keep my hopes up.

hugs and kisses,
pepi