god i need a change

tomorrow i'll be going back to pili park. it may very well be one of my last visits to the place, where we danced our asses off for JnJ (and just to win third place. it still has a sour taste in my mouth). this time, it will be without my dear fozzy, and now with my dear J-A.

i miss the times we would try to come up with steps, the times where we were just bumming around in the swings, the time when utensils didn't come with the jollibee we ordered (we had to eat at gellie's house), and the time where we did the psychology test with each other. i'm going to miss those even more, and i'm going to have a new set of memories to miss.

anyway.

am i just fooling myself? is this just an excuse? some replacement because things don't always work out your way? is she just plan B, or is there really more to it?